And so I’ve finally took the first step of setting up a blog to keep track of my fight for financial freedom. It won’t be a stroll in the park, for sure, but I am committed. The constant upkeep of this blog shall be the testament to my dedication.
Okay, that’s me talking big up there. To be honest, I don’t even know if this blog will last beyond 2 months, but I am giving myself another chance. I’ve started numerous blogs in the past, but none of them ever lived to celebrate their first birthday. Why am I trying again then?
I’ve actually put off starting this blog for more than 2 years already, mainly because I don’t want to give myself another chance to hate myself. I am sick of giving up. I feel like a failure every time that happens. But in all past instances, I simply couldn’t find the strength to carry on. Something wasn’t right; my heart wasn’t in the right place; my intentions were wrong;
Because of my fear of giving up yet another project, it took me a great deal of courage, dedication, and conviction to start F4FF. For once, I am going to start a blog with no hope or plan for it to become anything else (read: second source of income, ticket to riches etc). This blog shall be in existence to serve one and only one purpose: as a personal diary to keep track of my progress as I embark on this journey towards financial freedom. There shall be no expectations on this blog beyond being a humble, online diary.
I hope this time round, I won’t give up again. I know I won’t give up on my fight for financial freedom, I just don’t know if I will give up on F4FF. I hope I don’t end up confusing the two.